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Often I think of you
in the time of our youth
when it was just us.
Sunshine glowed when we were together.
The grief of our former lives made us a pair.
Then our lives were simpler.
Filled with few things
but rich in much love.
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me on occasion.
Did you put aside as I have
the separation of our love
the anger
the hurt
that we both suffered?
Beauty is in those memories.
The thoughts of us at that time
are sweeter and more beautiful
when they cross my mind.
In daydreams of simpler times
my thoughts question where you are now.
Did you find happiness?
Did you have the children
that we never had?
Although many years have passed
I sent to you my love from a former time
with blessings for your happiness.
I also send my wish and hope
that in the eternity to come
we will meet as loving friends.
Until then
often will I think of you.
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I awoke as from my normal sleep
I had died in the night while asleep.
I had no fear
I was at peace.
My spiritual body no longer had pain
That nagging toothache was gone
I still had a body of sorts
It was pure energy ever-growing.
My field of vision was three sixty
not just forward and to the side.
I could see all around me.
I was in a land of beauty
that my former body
would not have been able to tolerate
the radiance of its sheer beauty
would have crashed a physical body.
From afar a white silvery figure approached
It was my Lord in robes of flowing enegy.
His spiritual hand reached for mine.
With a gentle tug
He remarked,
“Come….we are going Home.”
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Posted in Chemo, Poem, Poem regarding Cancer, Poetry, tagged Beauty, Hair, Hair Care, Hairdresser, Health, Jesus, Lord, Shopping on May 6, 2013|
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I could see the sadness in her eyes
as each chunk of her golden hair came forth in her hand.
She placed her once shining, golden flax into a plastic bag
to be reminded of the beauty of her hair.
Her hair stylist assured her that baking soda
washed gently in her hair would prevent
the falling of her hair from her scalp.
In giving her this suggestion
the stylist refused to cut her hair shorter
in order to make her lost easier to bear.
The stylist was wrong.
Bear witness to the shining and blotched scalp
where beautiful golden hair once resided.
Nightmares of her past returned to her.
Remembrance of a childhood ring worm of her head
returned to haunt her again
of laughing classmates
finger-pointing to stocking capped head.
The Spector of Death upon a black chair
drove her to the decision
to move forward to this dreaded treatment.
Was the fear real
or made to fill the pockets of her doctors?
Payments for the Rolls convertible that sat
shiny and pale green in the doctor’s slot
of the cancer treatment center.
A large cow-like-barn room
where milking looking machines of death
pumped their questionable medicine into their hosts.
A winged angel of slow death
masked as an Angel of Life
to claim another possible victim
in its green flow of money from perhaps
its victims?
Dear God,
please protect
the one I love so dearly
from this possible
self-inflicted treatment.
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Posted in Overcoming Breast Cancer Twice, Poetry, tagged Breast, Cancer, Conditions and Diseases, Forgiveness, Health, Jesus, Lord, Risks and Prevention on May 5, 2013|
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She stood naked before me in the bathroom.
Before me I can see her beauty
amidst the scars of her two battles.
Breast cancer
twice in a ten year period.
Her left breast was twisted almost inward.
The scar under her arm pit made her nipple
bend inward toward her chest wall.
Upon her right breast the burn was clearly seen.
It was where six weeks of radiation were done
in one week.
The right side was caved inward in this area of burn.
Her nipple stood straight high and proud on this breast.
This was the breast that the doctor suggested
that she also have chemo due to her second bout.
Her hair had long grown back from this terror
of a heart-wrenching attack on her entire body.
As she smiled at me
and kissed the top of my head.
I thanked my Lord
for putting this beautiful
and strong woman
in my life.
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A Sunrise each morning reminds me of all the blessings the Lord has rendered me.
It is the quest of a man
to find out who he truly is.
My journey has been long
and difficult.
I found love many times.
I lost love many times.
Joy and pain were always
the same.
The truth is
we will take nothing with us.
Our flesh quickly becoming
the dust of dunes.
I ask forgiveness
to all that I might have hurt
in my journey.
I can only hope
that somehow along the way
by example and deed
I have helped others
in their own journey’s.
I like you struggled
each day in trying to overcome
the weaknesses of being a human.
In remembering me.
Read my words.
Walk briefly in my shoes.
Known that
I finally found
myself.
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Posted in "If I Could Love you for a Day" poem by John J. Rigo, tagged Arts, embers of love, Forgiveness, God, Health, Jesus, Lord, love of a day, Passion, Poetry, Wikipedia on April 21, 2013|
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Human physical passions are but dying embers
on the fires of human love.
The smoking embers become hazy memories.
If I could pick any day to freeze in the corridors of eternity
it would be just this one day with you.
In this day I could not love you any greater or more
as I love you at this moment.
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Posted in "About Wisdom" by John J. Rigo, tagged Dream, dreams, Facebook, Forgiveness, God, Health, Jesus, Lord, Obesity, Youth on April 21, 2013|
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As a super senior surveying my landscape
I observed the educated ones feel that
a sheepskin replaces Wisdom
as a quality not to be coveted.
The young people who are in my life
feel the world owes them a pain-free life.
Respect for others
Ethics
hard work
are qualities
rarely found
these days.
Obesity is a sign of this disease of the mind.
Reality is lived out in the Boop tube
iphone, the ipad and Facebook.
Dreams are wonderful
according to these young people
as long as they do not involve
blood, sweat and tears.
I thank my Lord this day.
I thank him for the life
He has given me.
I especially thank Him
for the Wisdom
He has rendered me.
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Posted in Uncategorized, tagged eczema, Facebook, Forgiveness, God, Golden Eagle, Health, History, Lord, Mineral oil, More to Love, Neonatal acne, Sexuality, Shopping on March 29, 2013|
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I remember a young woman I dated over forty-five years ago.
She was a consigliere for a major hotel on Stemmons.
Sex with her was like making love in a movie.
She would cover her body with baby oil
before getting on top of me.
She had one of the most beautiful bodies
I had ever seen on a woman.
Her body glistened as she moved on top of me.
Perhaps it was the way she titled her head upward
as her eyes rolled over in squeezing my organ tightly.
Ah…those days of pure sex.
There never be days and nights
like that again.
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Posted in A Poem of Memory by McKinney Poet John J. Rigo, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged Forgiveness, God, Health, Lord, Love, memories, Never to return, Shopping, tears, United States, Youth on March 20, 2013|
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I am glad I am here to remember this moment.
There were dreams that I did not want to awake from.
There were days with those that I knew truly loved me.
They were days I did not want to end.
At times in the remembering there are tears.
The tears are not from sadness
but for the happiness of the moment.
Will those dreams ever come again to me?
I think not for the flowers of youth bloom but once in our memories.
Precious memories that we hold on tightly close to our hearts.
Thank you for this day in my gift of rememberance.
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Posted in Avoid Marrying a Jerk, tagged Arts, avoiding marrying a jerk, Forgiveness, God, Health, Literature, Lord, marriage, regrets, second marriages, United States on March 16, 2013|
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Perhaps a good book to read before marrying that second partner?
The scene is familiar.
A local restaurant.
The couple came to enjoy breakfast.
A woman joins the couple.
She is unfamiliar to the husband.
Introductions are made.
During the course of conversation
between the wife and woman friend
mention is made of several occasions
where the husband of the wife
is made to look like a jerk.
As the husband listens to these
indirect insults by his wife
his mind travels back to his youth.
Memories fill his mind
in recalled memories of his
first childhood bride
who always treated him
with pride before others.
An inner voice rings in his head.
The voice tells him he lacked maturity
in keeping his childhood bride.
He now realizes he is at the end of his life.
He is now married to a Jerk for a wife.
Lord….save us from our own stupidity.
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