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Of all memories
that we try most to forget
is a first love.
Till now I had tried to do the same
but today those memories returned.
I never hear from her again.
It was 1964 when we divorced.
Today she will be 69.
The light of youth
has long left her eyes.
Know Linda Faye Smith
that wherever you may be this date.
I now think of you often.
A first love buried deep in the heart
truly never fades for long
in loves’ memory.
We were both like children when we met.
She was sixteen and I was seventeen.
It was my first pass in basic training
in the Air Force in Happy, Texas.
It was jet boat races that weekend
at this lake in Happy when my eyes
met her for the first time.
It was a magical moment
our bus was pulling out
as we exchanged addresses
thru the bus window.
We married two years latter.
She eighteen and I turned nineteen
a newly promoted buck sergeant
in the Air Force.
She was a virgin
on our wedding night.
The true gift of love
that any woman
can give a man.
We were together a year
before I got my orders
to go overseas for a year.
It was a heartbreak
to us both for it was
an isolated tour area
in the military
I was sent to.
A year latter
we divorced
she misunderstood
my fear in starting
a family while attempting
to establish stability in our lives.
I guess now that I look down that road.
A long road of many years since those days
I now realize that a first love never leaves the heart.
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Posted in Poetry, tagged God, Jesus, linda faye smith of happy texas, Lord, New York City, Poetry, Recreation, relationships, Shopping, Texas, United States on September 9, 2013|
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It was an open house of a new resident in the community.
I sat on point near a corner of the room
a kind of observation post of those coming into the room.
There you stood looking at me from afar.
There was a blackberry in your hand texting someone.
You came and sat next to me.
You asked me if the room seemed warm.
You told me your hands were sweating.
I explained that I got a kind of butterflies when I met new people.
I learned through disciple long ago to overcome being uncomfortable.
Forty years in sales changes many things about an individual.
You could not be more than eighteen
brown hair and the deepest of brown eyes.
You kept looking a me strangely
like you had always knew me.
A memory came to my mind.
It was my childhood bride of eighteen.
You looked very much like her.
Her eyes were also Brown.
I remembered how I felt about her.
I loved her in a special deep way.
There is something about a first love
that always makes it special in memories through life.
I saw her in you
the hair
the eyes
the way you smiled at me.
We talked of college and your first year.
The difficulties you were having with some of your studies.
You said goodby in a formal way and left.
It was like you leaving again.
I think of you often and those early days
in my life that we shared as two lost children together.
There always will be something special about you
and those days in my mind
many years ago.
Take care my love
wherever you may be this day.
Remember that I still think of you
and yes in my way
I still love you.
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Posted in Poetry, tagged Jesus, linda faye smith of happy texas, Lord, New York City, Recreation, relationships, Shopping, Texas, United States on April 18, 2013|
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Courtesy of vi.sualize.us
It was an open house of a new resident in the community.
I sat on point near a corner of the room
a kind of observation post of those coming into the room.
There you stood looking at me from afar.
There was a blackberry in your hand texting someone.
You came and sat next to me.
You asked me if the room seemed warm.
You told me your hands were sweating.
I explained that I got a kind of butterflies when I met new people.
I learned through disciple long ago to overcome being uncomfortable.
Forty years in sales changes many things about an individual.
You could not be more than eighteen
brown hair and the deepest of brown eyes.
You kept looking a me strangely
like you had always knew me.
A memory came to my mind.
It was my childhood bride of eighteen.
You looked very much like her.
Her eyes were also Brown.
I remembered how I felt about her.
I loved her in a special deep way.
There is something about a first love
that always makes it special in memories through life.
I saw her in you
the hair
the eyes
the way you smiled at me.
We talked of college and your first year.
The difficulties you were having with some of your studies.
You said goodby in a formal way and left.
It was like you leaving again.
I think of you often and those early days
in my life that we shared as two lost children together.
There always will be something special about you
and those days in my mind
many years ago.
Take care my love
wherever you may be this day.
Remember that I still think of you
and yes in my way
I still love you.
Read Full Post »

Courtesy of jillmariemasibag.wordpress.com
Of all memories
that we try most to forget
is a first love.
Till now I had tried to do the same
but today those memories returned.
I never hear from her again.
It was 1964 when we divorced.
Today she will be 69.
The light of youth
has long left her eyes.
Know Linda Faye Smith
that wherever you may be this date.
I now think of you often.
A first love buried deep in the heart
truly never fades for long
in loves’ memory.
We were both like children when we met.
She was sixteen and I was seventeen.
It was my first pass in basic training
in the Air Force in Happy, Texas.
It was jet boat races that weekend
at this lake in Happy when my eyes
met her for the first time.
It was a magical moment
our bus was pulling out
as we exchanged addresses
thru the bus window.
We married two years latter.
She eighteen and I turned nineteen
a newly promoted buck sergeant
in the Air Force.
She was a virgin
on our wedding night.
The true gift of love
that any woman
can give a man.
We were together a year
before I got my orders
to go overseas for a year.
It was a heartbreak
to us both for it was
an isolated tour area
in the military
I was sent to.
A year latter
we divorced
she misunderstood
my fear in starting
a family while attempting
to establish stability in our lives.
I guess now that I look down that road.
A long road of many years since those days
I now realize that one cannot ever be loved
like the love they shared with their first love.
Read Full Post »