Posted in Poetry, The many lights of love in our lives, tagged a cup runeth under, a search for love, a treasure beyond count of value: Love, I seek and yet have not found, Love it many aspects, Love: A diamond of reflections, Old age: A time of reflection of love, Poems, recall of sweet memories, Where oh where is my one true love?, without love we have nothing on July 3, 2014|
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Courtesy of movie “Casino Royale”
There are times lately
that loneliness fills a gaping hole in my being.
I cannot explain it
it is like a rolling wave of tears
attempting to crush me.
I find myself fighting the darkness
that seems to fill the moment.
I am an empty cup seeking
the sweet wine of Love.
Even though I am around those
who speak the words of Love
I do not feel the warmth and joy
of Love as I remember it.
It is at those times
that my mind recalls in vivid detail
joyful times of love in my life.
I am blessed in being able
to recall those memories.
Without them perhaps
I would stop existing.
Last night a dream
entered my sleep.
I do not know who she was.
I was walking alone and she came up
beside me and grabbed my hand.
Her words were simple.
She told me she loved me
and just wanted to be with me.
We stopped walking
she turned toward me
placed her hands around my neck
and kissed me.
That kiss brought back
feelings I do not remember
having in a long, long time.
Sweet Memories
sweet dreams
I await your return
in another day.
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Posted in Do Not Make Fun of My Dreams, Poetry, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged "Walk Tenderly On My Dreams" A Poem, A Dream toward forfillment Silver Star Winery of Texas, A McKinney Poet, A McKinney Poets' charity programs, A non-profit fund raising opportunity for the Collin County area of Texas, A non-profit published poet for Collin County Texas, A published poet who has won the Collin County Texas Poetry Award, Author and Publisher of poetry work buys future vineyard and winery in East Texas, Author of "Amist Series of Poetry Books', McKinney Texas home of a local international poet, Poems, The Master Series of poems from the Amidst Series, Top 200 poets internationally in Who's Who, Winning Poet of the Collin County Texas Poetry Contest on June 28, 2014|
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Our Vineyard “Silver Star Winery of Texas” coming into fruitation. Copyright 2014 John J. Rigo

Log/trademark sign for Silver Star Winery of Texas copyright 2014 John J. Rigo
Walk tenderly on my dreams
for my dreams are me
with my soul exposed.
Judge not
the worth of my hopes
nor the possibility of their reality.
If you are without encouraging words
then seal your lips in speaking of my dreams.
Are we not without hope
when stripped of our dreams and aspirations?
Look to yourself and ask
when were your own dreams scattered against
the rocks of time?
Take not your anger
with yourself
against those
who still have hope.
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Posted in Battling after Holidays Depression, Depression Can be Overcomed by the Grace of the Lord, Overcoming Depression, Overcoming Depression in One's Life, Poetry, Selection from "Roses Amidst Thorns" published in 2005, The Lord will lead you from Darkness, tagged A Poem regarding overcoming depression by John J. Rigo, Arts, Dealing with Depression, Depression The Unknown Killer, God, Health, Online Writing, Overcoming Depression., Poetry, Romance, Texas, Word on June 20, 2014|
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I have been where you are
a hell of loneliness and despair.
Had I created this place in my past
as you are now
where I was once?
I ask myself what pains cross your mind
as this day of many comes to you?
Do you hunger?
Are you without sleep?
The night only brings fear for your life.
Are you without anyone who cares
where you are this day?
Are you missed?
I too have been where you are.
From ashes of the mind did thou raise me
from a pit of worldly hell.
It was not my talents of mind
nor spirit that lead me from this dark world.
It was my prayers.
You never failed to hear me
when I cried out to you.
When I tried to end this life
you spoke gently to me
asking me to be patient
and wait one more day.
One day lead to another.
Finally the sun began to shine again
in your blessings and your love for me.
Thank you Lord
for giving hope to the hopeless
as you gave to me.
Thank you Lord
for loving me when I was without love.
Yea Lord without your grace
would I now be lost.
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Posted in Poetry, Remembering One's Youth, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged Cooperstown, Cooperstown New York, Dallas, Metro Areas, New York, New York City, Texas, United States on June 15, 2014|
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Four years ago it was a visit to the Carrol Clinic in Dallas.
My back and hip had been hurting me for some time.
The findings were not good.
A Class Four hip.
A crack in my spine bone.
Two disks in my spine fused together.
I knew when it happened.
A fall over ten years ago while attempting to trim a tree
in our front yard.
The fall at that time resulted in nine staples in my head
and eventual surgery on my knee.
The other injuries laid in wait.
My future in enjoying the rest of my life was in doubt
with the activities I enjoyed so much in my past.
My mind went back to Cooperstown in upstate New York.
I was sixteen and working the summer on a dairy farm.
It was part of the “Fresh Air Program” of New York City for young men.
I remembered the rolling hay wagon.
Throwing ninety pound bales of hay
eight tiers high on the wagon.
I remembered the muscles in my arms
my strong thin waist
with a tan equal to a black man.
We worked hard that Summer.
It was the “Haying Season.”
The work went fourteen hours a day
seven days a week for two and half months.
Looking back now
I now realize how really happy I was
each of those summer days in Cooperstown.
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As I approach the twilight time of my life
the answer has come to an important question.
The question deals with the pain, the suffering, the depression
that we all must deal with
in our elder years.
Why should our minds
or our physical bodies deteriorate in such a way?
In tearful recall of our youth
is that all we are left with?
I thought of Jesus
my Lord and Savior
I thought of His suffering before His death.
There is much about this world that can bring
happiness and blessings.
There are many things that our physical bodies
wish not to depart from in this world.
Whether it be the beauty created by our God
or the love connections
that are so important to us.
Could our suffering be but a gift from our Lord?
A way to make the release easier from this physical world?
Perhaps in the suffering is the blessing
in knowing we are going to
a far happier place in our eternity.
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Posted in Love Surpasses Death, Poetry, There are no carts to "Hook-up" when we Die, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged a binding of hearts, A non-profit fund raising opportunity for the Collin County area of Texas, A Poem dedicated to my friend Bruce Waterman of Tool Texas, A published poet who has won the Collin County Texas Poetry Award, A Special Valentine Poem for the Special One, A Valentine Poem for 2011, A Valentine Poem from a Texas' Poet, Airline, Arts, Author of "Amist Series of Poetry Books', Bruce Waterman of Tool Texas, Commentary (magazine), Gifts, God, Jesus, McKinney Texas home of a local international poet, non-profit poetry books for the "homeless cause" in McKinney Texas, Online Writing, Poem, Poetry, Profits for "Homeless charities" in McKinney Texas, Shopping, Texas, Tool Texas, Top 200 poets internationally in Who's Who, Will of God, Winner of the Collin County Poetry Award, Winning Poet of the Collin County Texas Poetry Contest on June 14, 2014|
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Courtesy photo by Pat Dollins. Taken at Treasure Hunters Roadshow in Placerville.
I tried to think of a gift
that would be special to you.
A gift of treasure that would endure
thru the days of our lifes.
Would gold and jewels
things that could rust
and turn to dust
in the sands of time
be such a gift?
I think not
for the earth holds many trinkets from the ages.
Trinkets buried deeply in the earth
long forgotten of their purpose.
Forgotten of the song they held so long ago.
I give thee my words of my heart
that are enclosed within the eternity of my soul.
Eternity with such a gift
that will go beyond the decaying trinkets of the earth.
If it is God’s will that death should temporary seperate us
this gift shall be my seal of love
to clothe you in the light of my love
and carry you forward to the day
we shall meet again in the eternity that is before us.
It will be a place without pain
hurt or further sorrow for us.
A place where we shall again open the seal of my love.
A place where we will laugh again in joy each day
in the wonder of our love.
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Posted in A Dying Tree in McKinney Texas, Another Tree Poem by Texas' Poet John J. Rigo, Death of a Friend Death of a Tree, Poetry, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged A Texas's Poet writes of a death of a tree, Another poem about trees by John J. Rigo, Bradford, Bradford City A.F.C., Bradford Pear, England, Pear, Texas, The Bradford Tree of Club Lake Trail, Tree, West Yorkshire on June 11, 2014|
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“Why do you stare at me?”
A Pear Tree am I
unchanged by the lost of a part of me.
I am the same
nothing has changed
there is just less of me.
Why do you stare a me
as you pass?
Am I so different then before?
I still smell the air
feel the sky
and warm myself in the sun of day
soak the rain of day
amidst the storms that roll into my horizon.
I still dream of dreams
yet to come
for I am and still am
the mighty Bradford Pear Tree of Club Lake Trail.
I was taller
fuller and prouder
than I am now
but still the Bradford Pear.
The tree you looked upon each day
with such pride.
Have I changed so much from those days
when you looked so lovingly at me?
The change came slowly over the years.
Worms chewed in the joy of my wood
seeking the essence of me.
I grew
but as each leaf fell
I became closer to my death.
The death of cut wood and broken twigs
laid upon a ground now unknown to me.
What changed me so quickly and without warning?
It was shortly after midnight
the storm came.
Wind tearing at the very soul of me.
Wind ripping my inner part out
to lay useless
and with only partial life upon the ground.
I am still the same
the Bradford Pear
I live
I breathe
I sun
even with fuller leaves
than before.
Should you now love me less
for not being as powerful
and mighty as before?
I love you no less
for you see
I am
and will always be
your Bradford Pear Tree of Club Lake Trail.
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Posted in "Rainbows Amidst Storms" Second Published Book, Another Love Poem by Texas' Poet John J. Rigo, Poetry, Texas' Poetry, tagged "Sunshine Filled The Room" a poem from John J. Rigo, a connection of all our souls, A love poem by a McKinney Texas poet, A McKinney Texas' newest poetry work, A non-profit fund raising opportunity for the Collin County area of Texas, A published poet who has won the Collin County Texas Poetry Award, Author of "Amist Series of Poetry Books', Awaken to Love, McKinney Texas' Own International Poet, Poetry, texas poetry, Top 200 poets internationally in Who's Who on June 8, 2014|
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Last night a dream entered my peace.
It was you sobbing.
Crying for what could have been
but it was not.
Outside of your world everything seemed perfect.
To others your world was without want.
It was not.
A part of your soul was seeking
but not finding
some special part of understanding.
The part that was compassion
of tenderness
that was not in your moment of being.
Was there hope to bind this wound
a wound so deep?
My arms reached for you.
Held you tight with lips to your ear.
Whispered I love you
I care
I know your pain.
I will always be here for you.
You slowly smiled.
Sunshine filled the room.
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Posted in A Love Poem from my First Published Book John J. Rigo, Poetry, The Passions of Love, Winner of Collin County Texas Poetry Award, tagged a binding of hearts, a connection of all our souls, A love poem by a McKinney Texas poet, A McKinney Poet, A McKinney Poets' charity programs, A non-profit fund raising opportunity for the Collin County area of Texas, Poetry, Top 200 poets internationally in Who's Who, Winning Poet of the Collin County Texas Poetry Contest on June 8, 2014|
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I closed my eyes:
The after-image of her was printed on the backside of my mind
the look of her neck bent backward
eyes closed.
That beautiful curve from her neck
to the tip of her breast.
There was a hint of sunrise
upon the horizon of her smile.
As a spirit I loved her
unaware of my own physical feelings.
It seemed I could not satisfy my need
to give her my love.
The flow seemed forever.
From moment to moment I explored her
no part untouched
or savored.
There was no shame in loving her.
We were eternal spirits
reunited in the flesh of our eternity.
I opened my eyes:
I am haunted by her
for the image remains.
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"A Gift Of Treasure" copyright 2008 John J. Rigo upcoming poetry book, "Passion Amidst Apathy"
Posted in Love Surpasses Death, Poetry, There are no carts to "Hook-up" when we Die, upcoming book "Passion Amidst Apathy", tagged a binding of hearts, A non-profit fund raising opportunity for the Collin County area of Texas, A Poem dedicated to my friend Bruce Waterman of Tool Texas, A published poet who has won the Collin County Texas Poetry Award, A Special Valentine Poem for the Special One, A Valentine Poem for 2011, A Valentine Poem from a Texas' Poet, Airline, Arts, Author of "Amist Series of Poetry Books', Bruce Waterman of Tool Texas, Commentary (magazine), Gifts, God, Jesus, McKinney Texas home of a local international poet, non-profit poetry books for the "homeless cause" in McKinney Texas, Online Writing, Poem, Poetry, Profits for "Homeless charities" in McKinney Texas, Shopping, Texas, Tool Texas, Top 200 poets internationally in Who's Who, Will of God, Winner of the Collin County Poetry Award, Winning Poet of the Collin County Texas Poetry Contest on June 14, 2014| Leave a Comment »
Courtesy photo by Pat Dollins. Taken at Treasure Hunters Roadshow in Placerville.
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